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In celebration of Roshi turning
100 a book is being made about him.
As part of the book all the Oshos have been asked to write
a few
words in response to these questions, here is my response.
Osho Questions
1 What first drew you to
Zen practice?
From very early on, my ambitions had always
been of an artistic, spiritual nature. For me the act of pure
seeing, has always been a way to experience something deeper
then the thinking, jabber, jabber I am proclaiming self, which
seems to so easily rule many people's lives. From this practice,
the notion of just sitting, purely experiencing reality as
it is, with the guidance of a legitimate spiritual teacher
to boot was very appealing to me.
2- How and when did your training with
Joshu Roshi begin?
My very first impression of Zen practice came
from being served a hot cup of tea, in a cold Zendo on a dark
night in the middle of nowhere. Then after sleeping a few
hours without speaking or hearing a word, returning for a
cup of hot tea, in a cold Zendo on a dark night in the middle
of nowhere. This first impression just felt very profoundly
correct to me, it was in 1988 at Bodhi Manda Zen Center.
A few days later I was in Rohatsu Dai-Sesshin.
It was basically my first time doing Zazen. It was the last
Rohatsu with a 2:00 am wake- up and a 5th Sanzen, Sosan, everyday.
Leonard Cohen told me before sesshin that it would be the
hardest and best thing I had ever done in my whole life and
he was right on both counts.
3 - Had you previously studied with other
dharma teachers?
I had read a few books, but that was it.
4 - Please share any poignant moments
with Roshi that you are comfortable sharing.
One day when I was Shika at Mt. Baldy, as
is the custom I went to his cabin 10 minutes before Sanzen
with some sort of business question that seemed quite important
to me at the time. He was eating a grapefruit. He ate that
grapefruit so completely, so ferociously, carefully placing
the skin together to form a cup on the table, that I was dumbstruck
and forgot all about what I wanted to ask him.
5 Looking back at your training
with Roshi, can you share some teachings that have been precious
to you, and how do you experience these teachings in your
everyday life.
Having Roshi as a spiritual teacher is incomparable,
there is no way to explain it for me, because there is nothing
like it. It is a different kind of love then the love one
has for one's lover, one's children, or one's parents. The
scholastic side to his teaching has a clarity and depth which
cannot be found anywhere else. Complementing this, the practice
which he teaches is utterly grounded in the dharma, in reality
unreachable through thought. One moment with one's entire
body, completely engage in whatever activity is at hand, then
the next moment return to the thinking, human self realizing
from the experience of the previous moment that this whole
world and everything in it is a reflection of oneself. This
is what I try to practice everyday.
6 Describe how your center started,
including some of the trials and good fortunes.
I came to New York City in 2002 to be with
my wife to be Maureen Ellenhorn. Hearing the chanting and
seeing the black robes a neighbor asked what kind of satanic
rituals we were doing in there. The many misconceptions and
cliche ideas about what Zen is can make it almost impossible
to practice. However every time that I have been invited to
give a talk to people interested in Buddhism, they have always
responded quite readily to what I was saying and this has
been encouraging. I am happy whenever someone expresses a
genuine interest in Zen, comes to practice, or offers some
form of support.
-Tokuju Genshu, Osho of the Williamsburg Zen
Center
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